Bttrfly- thanks for your input. I do have sort of an unofficial and fluid list in my head of ways my life and level of happiness would quite possibly improve if this marriage ended. Of course, there's a flip side to that coin as well.
No one who responds to my posts has anything to go upon other than what I offer. In all actuality, I would not deem my life to be terrible right now. If I was better at "stop sign imagery" and arresting unwelcome thoughts that percolate in my head, my life would probably be even better. I see my kids every day. I interact with my wife in mostly decent fashion every day and we sleep in the same bed together, often with intimacy Everyone is healthy, at least as far as I know. There's just the mushroom cloud of not knowing all that W is up to and what the final resolution of this situation will be. I would bet the mortgage that MLC is involved, which I guess maybe sorta takes some of the sting away a tiny bit, knowing W is fighting some demons and playing out a journey that can't be prematurely manipulated.
Bttrfly, it looks like you got divorced in 2016. Do you still wish it hadn't happened, or are you happy? Have you met someone else?
