Yup, I agree with that assessment, Newborn. H feels guilty right now. I just told him I received the deposit and thanked him.

He gave a thumbs up in response, but said nothing. Unlike the last time, when he said to let him know if I need more. Don't want to read too much into that. (But clearly I am thinking about it since I think it's noteworthy...)

I think I'm a bit paranoid now because I've looked into D so much more...I don't want this to turn adversarial.