Oh, Eagle, wow, oh wow. I had a friend not from here but from marriage ministry who pieced, and they are restored. She still suffers from the pain of it all but is committed to rebuilding. She is very Christian and leans on her faith when her will wants no part of the pain of memory.
Eagle, you have been a real friend to me on these boards and I want to send you love and courage and strength on your journey. I hope you have a local friend to talk to about things to help stay clear-headed. I truly believe in restoration, hope you can take it slower than slower than slow. Sending you love and a bouquet of wildflowers and a prayer and a cup of tea with a friend.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.
