Last night was a bit harder for me than I thought it would be. She did not reach out to me at all, except to talk to S6, which I need to remove all expectations. In a moment of weakness pulled up her text records on phone bill. Sure enough she has been texting back and forth with the OM. I am determined to not do this or check on her in anyway going forward. It messes with my serenity and does nothing for my situation. I will be working on integrated man exercises, Al Anon 8th step and work today for my GAL. I also found out that her OM is a recovering H addict with only 9 months of sobriety. I am tired and hurt but will keep on working on me. I have been thankful for the experience so far, even with the pain that comes, I have been able to grow spiritually, mentally and physically through this. Hope everyone has a great day!
