Spi - spot on, this isn't about you, what you did or didn't do as a husband, father, partner. all about her.

as a follow up to Kind's post - I found it helpful to devote a small amount of time to this kind of speculation, not more than 15 minutes - no more, no less. Then back to your most excellent GAL activities and making Christmas and New Year spectacular for your children.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver