Nothing of consequence to report. No R talks, we get along great, doing a decent job a gal, getting excited now that retirement day is getting closer. Some days she seems much more affectionate, others are more like she used to be. Not bad, just "normal". She has mentioned the future lately-summer vacation, next Christmas. Not reading too much into it, just taking note. She still initiates sex occasionally. To be honest, that doesn't really mean much because she was initiating when she was secretly talking to/seeing the om. It's more confusing than anything. She was very depressed last night. We were talking about getting a few more gifts for the kids and she got very emotional. Said Christmas is really getting to her. Started crying. I asked if there was something specific that was bothering her, she said no. I said I understood how this time of year would be hard for her and that in a few days it will be over. She cried a little more and then went to take a bath. No more talk about it. If I don't post again before then, Merry Christmas everyone and thanks for all the support.
