Mach, Thank you so much for your response! I have kept all of this close to the vest. I only speak with my support groups and counselor. I have learned the hard way to not talk about her faith At the beginning she was all into it. I try to let my faith guide me and part of that is why I think the NC is hard for me to not feel like an [censored]. As for family, I do not share anything beyond how it is going. As for when I said that my family is the most important I was referring to my wife and children.
At the beginning she was all into it. I try to let my faith guide me and part of that is why I think the NC is hard for me to not feel like an [censored]. 
