I'm sure it's bad and I need to do better but I think W saw me being emotional in my office today. I'm sure that's not good.
Daughter was busy and I didn't do a good job at GAL. I did work out mid-morning but I tried connecting with friends as a way to get out of the house but didn't work out.
I feel like a damn baby but I just miss it being easy to go do stuff as a family. F***
In the 14 years we were together, my W saw me get emotional maybe once or twice. Since the BD, it has been way too often.
I know I need to do better. It's just really taken a toll on me.
