How about putting this book in the recommended reading material that is at the top of the Newcomers' forum? It is stickied at the top. Attempts have been made to consolidate all of the recommended reading material there for one stop selections.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
