Furious. Need to vent. I gave up my old apartment, got rid of a lot things (that I now wish I didn't), and shipped my stuff to move to Country B. I am now crashing with relatives but can't stay here forever and will need to get my own place in another city across the country (where my work is based). This city is notorious for expensive housing and the apartment I gave up was a bargain. It will be very difficult to find anything near that price range at that location. I have to set up a completely new household. Meanwhile, H can simply stay in "his" home. Logistically, nothing in his life is disrupted. Getting rid of me is such a CONVENIENT change for him. Idiot. Coward. I can't access any compassion for him right now. He said to let him know if I need money, and he certainly owes me that much. I hate to ask and have to explain the logistical mess he's created.
