I hear what you're saying about my age and not having kids. It's true, I have a lot of freedom now. It's not what I wanted, but...I guess it's not bad.
I completely get the "It's not what I wanted". Most here do. But, you can only control you so...go out and make the most of the cards you were dealt and create an amazing life. Sounds like you have a pretty cool job going to different countries to have some adventures and make the most of your freedom. IF H comes back, great. If not? Great too! You're going to have an incredible life either way.
The most attractive thing to someone who's leaving you behind is to smile and say "Good luck!" and then go off and be happy and love life. Then they just may start wondering what in the world they were thinking to leave you in the first place.
Me:39 Ex-W:37 M:7 T: 9 S:6 D:3 BD/IHS/Confirm EA/PA: Feb '20 OM1 affair ends: May '20 W/OM2 & moves out: June-July '20 W files for D: Jul20 OM2 confirmed: 9/2020 Divorced: May '21
