The thing is we get along great. If you didn’t know better you would think everything thing is good. Of course it’s that way because I am trying my best to forgive her for the affair. She is not sure what she wants in terms of us, but outwardly appears happy. This is what makes it so hard for me. She isn’t angry, treats me good, etc. So going to ball games together isn’t a problem. Her actions make it hard to not feel like things are going well, her words say otherwise.
