Ahhhhh. Thank you. I wish the universe would stop testing me. It acts like I never ever pass. He was pretty apologetic. I just told him to be more aware and good luck.
I just hate when I have a renewed hope of being able to meet someone organically but it’s still the same old story.

I agree,
I imagine the good ones are still married, or swooped up. The others just got divorced, can’t be alone, or just want a$$ and to enjoy their freedom. It is what it is I guess.

I’ve been Trying to get out and have more fun lately. I have 2 Christmas parties next week and me and D’s BFF since kindergartens parents go out to a local brewery around the holidays and will likely go in between the parties. I did go to the jets game last minute with a friend and met her for a drink the night before. I have some shopping and dinner with a friend Friday night.

But honestly. I just want to sleep and watch Yellowstone. I’m a loser these days. But I likely will go to those plans for New Years but leave before midnight when it gets awkward for me, lol.

D goes to the hockey game with her dad tomorrow. I thought it was going to be something she and her dad does. But of course his wife is going. I had to lend her one of my hats from my collection. And honestly, I do not like the 3 of them going to my thing with D. It irks me alot, actually. But she’s happy so I have to suck it up. I’ll be watching the game from my living room with the dog .

Oh, if you want to laugh, although I shouldn’t….. D told me ex had to go to the hospital because he was fecally impacted. He was full of sh!t. I imagined him getting manually disimpacted in the ER. And his local ER is my first hospital where I worked ICU bedside. But that is mean. And I am awful

On a positive note….I’m super proud of D. Her and friends actually started the cheer team at school. Are choreographing and teaching girls who never cheer lead. The vice principal gave them lots of accolades. I so lucked out with her. She’s the best teen I could have asked for