Taz,
Yep - I hear ya on the not feeling it and also taking other posters' experiences as cautionary tales. I will say I've been feeling a little more open to maybe meeting someone lately, but ... I feel like a bit of a feral cat!

We will both get there when we're supposed to. Have a great day and glad you posted an update.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver