P19, great update! Remember, the emotions through all of this are not linear and have no time limit. I've known LBSs that were still struggling with feelings for their walkaway years later. The heart wants what the heart wants, and it can take a long time to let that go.

In general I think you are still crushing it! You have the right attitude. You are doing the right things. You are keeping the focus on where it should be. Regrets, unfortunately, last a lifetime sometimes. I have regrets from decades ago. The nice thing about regrets is that they keep us remembering that there are lessons to be learned from them. Many of my regrets from 30+ years ago keep me sober and dry today. I wouldn't have it any other way!

So keep up the good work. Move on at your own pace and in your own way. You've got this!

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018