Sure does blow. I’ve never experienced anything like the feeling of your family slipping away and there is nothing you can do about it.
Yep she’s got her own internal struggles going on right now so rest assure she’s not feeling great right now either.
You got a long haul ahead of you so the best thing you can do is eat right, exercise and get good sleep. Your ride is just beginning and you’re going to need your strength.
Do not be passive aggressive and make decisions right now like taking your ring off. Just try to get through today. This is going to take many months/years to play itself out. I can promise you that you will not always feel like you do right now.