Yeah, I almost wonder if there isn't anything with someone in particular. Like maybe the fantasy is just the general desire for something different than me in the future where she will be happy.
And yeah, I get that time will burn through the resentment but how much time. Being in limbo is ridiculous.
I mean there is a real element on my side that just thinks this is beyond unfair that she never communicated these things and powered on pushing me away.
Then when the blow up happens, I get blindsided and heartbroken. I fully commit to fixing things and I'm not even given a chance because she is already fully shut off.
