Some guys came back because they actually did want to have a relationship with me, but I did not want one with them . Other guys, well, I’m a good fun time. And when they get bored or lonely, why not G?!
As far as sex. If I only had committed relationship sex in the last 15 years of my life, it would have only been with 3 guys, and for like 2 years total. Not how I want to live!
There has been periods where I could only have it with someone I really clicked with and had an emotional Connnection with. Other times, I didn’t care if there was one. And other times, I just wanted nothing to do with it.
I am getting older and I don’t want to waste my prime years away!
