When she says she is trying, only she knows to what level, IC, Books, Group therapy.. It may, probably, is just a phrase to say to keep you close.
She isn't doing any of those things. She even says she isn't actually "doing" anything, she just doesn't know what she wants and her being there with me means something. She is right and I acknowledge it to her, she chose to come back home to me and our family, I accept that it was a hard choice for her since she was convinced the om was her key to happiness. She says she doesn't love me like she should, I think she can't attempt to because of the om being in the back of her mind and seeing him every day at work. Nothing I can do about that and I finally accept it. In my unprofessional opinion she is very depressed. No desire to do any of the things she used to except going to the gym. The gym and work make her happy, unfortunately I think her "happiness" at work is the om. She won't talk to friends or her parents, won't socialize, and really just wants to sit home and drink if not at work or the gym. In all honesty I think she spends too much time around me and I'm trying to alleviate that as has been suggested.
