Last night was eye opening for me. I realize she isn’t where I thought/hoped she was and I was being foolish and expecting too much. I also think she is still unsure about us because of the om and that pisses me off. Today has been easier to db than any other time so far. Keeping convo to minimum and staying busy in different parts of the house once she got home from work.We went to d13’s bball scrimmage and we sat in the same vicinity but I mostly hung out with a friend. Came home and I’m doing my own thing while she watches football in the living room. She offered to let me watch something else but just said it was ok, I’ll go in the other room. I know that’s not a big deal on the surface but any other time I would have jumped at the chance to sit with her. Yes she likes football, something I’ve always loved about her.
