Thanks everyone for the encouragement and advice, it’s more appreciated than I can put into words. I’ve been mostly on my own dealing with this mess. I have confided in one good friend, but only to a certain degree. I guess it’s an ego thing, but it’s hard to talk to another man about my wife cheating on me. I have known people in the past that dealt with this, but of course you can’t appreciate how difficult it is until you are in it yourself. I do understand that there have been some positive actions on her part that others would love to have happen. Knowing that, it’s still a freaking roller coaster of emotions. Some days I think i’m losing my mind. One minute I’m happy as can be, the next I’m literally crying or fighting the urge to commit violence on a certain guy. I’ve tried to convince myself that he isn’t as much to blame as her, but it doesn’t work. He tried, might still be trying, to take my wife. I know at some point the anger will come out, I hope to god it’s not because I run into him somewhere. The last thing me or my kids need, is an assault charge and jail. I’m not a religious person, but thank god for my kids and me maturing as I’ve aged. Once upon a time this would have gone a very different way. My kids keep me sane and focused on not doing stupid s#@t. Again, thank you all so much.
