I think it is my fault because of the way I reacted. The changes I need to see- a willingness to communicate, at some point to seem sincerely sorry for what she's done and finding a new job would go a long way towards helping me trust her. She has said she's sorry but only when I mentioned that she had never said it. Seemed forced. Maybe it was forced, maybe she just doesn't want to deal with the quilt. I don't know but it's hard to trust someone that can't even apologize.
