Hmm. Subconsciously I believe where my family comes from as a partner? I can tell I am focusing on me. Just yesterday I bought a new grill and TV for me. I already did the grands room, but forgot about me. My house is my focus, for me. I need to get some things to make it more eye catching. I have been putting it off for various financial reasons. I live off of my means, not CC. But, if I am going get a life, especially with a new lady, I need to have my house looking good.
