Maybe, maybe not

[LH19]

I am seeing hockey guy again. It’s good. No labels. But we like each other and have a great time together.

This is a bizarre statement. You say the first three statements which is good because there should be no labels because it has been less than a month. Than you throw the "but" in there which negates the first 3 statements and than you say you like each other and have a great time together. Why not just say " I am seeing hockey guy again. We like each other and have a great time together. We will see where it goes. You are holding something back.

So I can choose to be alone and not have fun with this guy. Or I can just have a good time with him.

Another bizarre statement of the obvious.

We text every day. Especially when we are watching our hockey team play. We talk politics and religion respectfully, even with some opposing views.

Sounds amazing!

It’s a nice friendship with the bonus of attraction.

So is it a friendship or are you dating? If you don't know the difference is there nudity involved?

He also fulfills a need I think I was truly missing.

Which is what?

Will it likely end? Yeah. Could it possibly not end? Yeah. But right now, I like it.

Uuuuummm every relationship could or could not end.

If I was still seeking “the partner” maybe it would be a bad idea.

So now all of a sudden after 15 years everything you always judged yourself by is suddenly out the window? Sorry I don't buy it.

I keep trying to think of a real no should end this , but I can’t think of one, except that it might end. And I guess anything might end at some point, right ? Even in the best of situations .

You really have a scarcity mindset.

So that’s that. I do know when it doesn’t work for me anymore and it doesn’t feel good, I will end it. But right now, I just can’t find a reason to do it.

There is definitely more to this story then you are sharing.