but I am thinking that maybe you dont need to figure it all out.
Maybe you just give yourself a break and just be. Turn that brain off for awhile. I know you...you want to figure it out..and put it behind you. Along the way..you will want to be further along than you are in that moment.
Truth is..that is a whole lot of loss. A whole lot.
I find that I am trying to accept the way things are..and not wonder so much about why they are. I know the why is important in some ways...but really isn't so much in others, ya know?
I think...let things unfold a bit..the answers will come when you need them to.
In the meantime..sometimes sitting in the present, not the past or the future may be the answer to some peace.
Most days I'm there with you. Slowing down, letting things just happen.
I have a ton of crap going on in my head daily, and there are times that I just have to let things run their course. Mostly I have to get these thoughts out, and see them to understand the confused mess that is my brain....
I don't feel like it's as much as trying to figure it out, maybe just more of a ....how do I fit into all of it ???
The why.....
I will never know why she had to leave. It's not my place to know, so I don't stay there long. I feel the anger because she had to leave, but never at her for leaving. This wasn't her choice. Her choice would to still be here with me.
Like you have always said Darlin.....only way to do it is through it....
Originally Posted by uRworthy
You are an amazing man, my friend. You are always in my prayers and will always continue to be. As will our girl.
