I have made positive change and I’m growing. I have been tempted at times to change into Something I’m not out of insecurity and feeling rejected. Like to try and be like what I think she’s looking for and found in OM.
But I know that is the wrong path. I need to be the best version of me for me. And if that’s not good enough for her or any woman in particular then maybe we are not a match. This positive growth is In a real sense helped by being separated from W. I have freedom to live a lifestyle that is healthy in a wholistic sense for me. And that is something I want to continue with or without her.