Thnx for the advice on OLD everyone. I will take it, and apply it.. Hopefully I can start truly GAL when I get back to home.. This travel job I have had for years, imho, is nothing more than a way to run from everything I was dealing with at home, I use the term home loosely.. Divorce is/was so Final.. Never wanted it to end. Been months now, and I have still not moved forward. Took her several years to move on too, so i know its not a quick thing to happen, and its not simple. One thing always on my mind, big one, is why she could never forgive me.
