So, today I have 2 conversations going, and 12 likes... Hmm. The likes are faded, so I have to pay to see them.. The other two are very cordial.. I like how it lets her make the first contact via messaging. Less pressure on her.
And, The triggers suck, that is the easiest way to say it.. After so many years with one person, everything you see and touch is something both have seen and touched together.. I hope I can learn to compartmentalize them away.. On a good note, my trip to Bandera with daughter is set up for first week of Nov. Horseback riding, Maybe some line dancing.. Of course, spending time with her is priceless. I feel she is making an effort to maintain relations with me. She doesnt have to, but she is keeping me relevant in her life. Simple stuff, like lunch, dinners, and other events like the Rodeo we went to.
