LH, I knew you wouldn’t be able to help yourself either. I think you read me wrong. We aren’t dating, we aren’t together. He still does need to be single and he absolutely should be. And I need to be single as well quite honestly, because I am in a place in my life where I have nothing to give to a relationship or dating. I have too much going on.

I really mean it, LH. I am happy and content. I do believe it. Don’t know why you doubt it? It also doesn’t matter why you doubt it. I can’t even say I’m happy without that being challenged. I knew I was going to regret that send button.

And I also realize, sadly, my mood was lifted when I left here and now here I am and it was a mistake to hit the send button because I even have to have a good place in my life challenged .