By nature I am a fixer. I want to fix everything. Maybe deep down she was a women I wanted to fix, if that makes sense. But, when it went south, I had no way to fix it. There is something deep in there, I know.. When we got divorced, maybe I felt I failed in not fixing my own marriage.. The part about no feeling I deserve better. Interesting. I wonder how I would relate that to me as a person. Career, cars, house, foods, gifts.. hmmm, I wonder if I have a issue with myself.
