A lot to unpack here Mach. Wondering if you both weren't in it for the security? I am curious about what you mean below?
Originally Posted by Mach40
So, here I am, regretting everything and feel used, very used.
I ama type a person that will wait things out. Our relationship was day by day, as we stated many times. It became routine. I feel I was used to help her get a jump in life, raise her kids. Her previous marriage was bad ( him, drugs, affairs, even got neighbor pregnant and he reconciled and left her after their second child was born((he left her two times, both after birth of children). Just a dirtbag) 5 years later, we married. She was living at home, struggling to survive, raise the kids. Had a good career finally. Gave it all up to marry me and move to Hawaii. And, well, thats why I think she married me, US Navy Chief, good pay n benefits. I am sure there are other reasons, but the big ones are surviving and her girls.
