Last night I went out , in Alaska. Kinda met a woman. We just chatted for a while. It gave me a good bit of self esteem, that I can meet women. Nothing to follow up with, as I am only here for another couple weeks tops. Second, someone made comment about rose colored glasses coming off. I have been writing allot of things about my wife and what she did to me, hidden and not hidden.. The glasses are coming off. I was deleting a whole bunch of pictures, and the latest of us together caught my eye. She is not as attractive as I remember her. Sounds terrible, but she is getting a bit older, and I can see her workaholism and lifes stress' are wearing her down. Dont get me wrong, I am not as attractive as I used to be. I am just really noticing it. I think its progress, as it shows some detachment mentally from her..
