I am for sure worried about what will happen/grieving what has happened to our family. In particular our youngest D and youngest S. I don’t know how to navigate that I’m very overwhelmed.
I’m working to let go and head in the opposite direction from W. taking care of myself - combination of fun, responsibility and grieving loss too.
I know that W doesn’t need me to be happy and vice versa. And I do love her and want her to be well and happy regardless of outcome.
