I find this aggravation falls outside of forgiveness somehow. My forgiveness is still intact but my desire to know him anymore is gone. I will stop watching and cheering (or booing).
That is perfectly normal. As indifference unrolls and emotions return, feelings of aggravation (and others) will well up. Feelings are fleeting. Aggravation will flit when it is not reinforced. Forgiveness being anchored within one’s beliefs is not so fleeting.
I found it so interesting the simultaneous paths - physical, intellectual, emotional, spiritual - and each of their influence upon the others.
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Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
