Aww, thank you Eagle. I am sure the intensity will pass. When it does, it will be indifference I feel. I don’t want to hold onto anything negative and I won’t. Time will tell I suppose what happens from here but I truly hope, for the first time in years that nothing happens. That this is the very end of the road for me. It really feels final. I’m fine with that, and actually prefer that now. Something mentally snapped in me. Enough! I’m finally finished with this part of my life.
But I will post updates to confirm (or not) that this is where I truly am. Thank you again, Eagle