I am really frustrated today. I am trying to make things better for us. Her LL is acts of service. She asked me to return a jacket for her to a store that is 30 minutes away. She had work today and I was off. I returned the jacket for her then I surprised her at her job. She was so happy and excited. After she got off from work I took her to dinner. When we got home I helped her clean up. Then at one point I put my arms out for a hug. She came over to me and gave me a 1 second hug, then said she doesn’t have time and went back to cleaning. The hug felt like a friend hug. I am getting tired of this. I made all this time for her today, did a bunch of things for her and I am not worth a hug??? Little by little I am losing interest in this relationship. I am really trying to fill her love language and she doesn’t care about mine. How much more? I feel like I am just a wallet to her at this point. It’s starting to feel more like a friendship. Therapy we are doing is only going to delay this. Unless she has an epiphany I don’t see this getting better.
M:42 XW:41 T:19 M: 15 D:13 S:10 BD: 8/10/18 Moved out: 8/18 Moved in: 9/18/18 Moved out: 4/22/19 D papers signed 11/4/19 D final 3/18/20
