I’m going to open up a new thread later. Just quickly,
I didnt cry over the date. It was just the one thing that sent me over the edge of the stress I’ve been under. I’ve been repressing a lot of feelings lately and they just came out. That certainly wasn’t over this Dbag. I’m blessed with deep friendship, i have my small hobbies I don’t need adventures . I good there. I just have to much on my plate and sometimes we just need to have the nervous breakdown we deserve . I don’t like to cram so many things into every minute of my day. My job isn’t flexible, I have to be at work for 8 hours a day. My child is with me for 80% of the time. I just need a breather, really. And again, dating is really tough for women and our “fun experience” is different. These guys have a goal. Sex. It gets uncomfortable and degrading .
BL- I was one day late for the air show! I was supposed to be there but I couldn’t get the day off. They said it was awesome . My cousin has a house in ventnor by the beach. Where I happen to be again today . Her poor son broke both of his arms down here. He’s a trooper though. He loves the air show.
I did negotiate and I got one 1% higher than they were offering. They admitted when you move internally it’s much harder to negotiate than when you come from the outside. Still more than I’m making now.
For now, beaching it, then dinner, then a little more gambling.
