I’m sorry you are struggling as well. You really are coming along though and processing your grief which is a very healthy thing. I think everyone tries to rush their grief at some point with a big loss. I think grief is one of the hardest processes and emotions that exists. No linear to path either. But you do a great job of honoring her and yourself and you just can’t do much better than that.
LH is getting laid now so he is all touchy feely. I am not, so I just let loose. Seriously though, with certain people my filter just comes off…….
