Mach I am sorry you are struggling man. To go through a major loss twice in 15 years is tough for sure. You know what works and what doesn't. Keep pushing through.
Thanks LH...
I have moments where I struggle greatly...
And I have moments where I don't...
I'm typically pretty good....and then something triggers, and all hell breaks loose...
I lost her on a Monday, so Mondays seem to be 'trigger' days for me, although they are getting better.
Where there were tears, now I can almost smile...being thankful that I had her rather than pain that I don't now...
It's funny that you mention two losses in 15 years...
I haven't thought about my Ex and what I went through with her for a long time now. And I still don't.
It's been a long time....and once I forgave her, my old situation held no power over me, same with my Ex.
She hasn't had any power over me for years....
I'm actually thankful for what I went through with her, and have been for a while.
All the roads that I took led me to the life I had with K, and I am extremely grateful of that, and for that...
So to see it as a loss now, I can't say that I do...
If I could somehow let you see my memories, I think you would agree...
Thanks again ....
How are things with you ?
You've been un-characteristically quiet ...
You posted something on DnJ's thread and I thought...
Wow, that was a really well thought out, intelligent post....
