So many freakin twists and turns along the way, and here we sit....still...
You are correct as usual....I have a patience problem...always have...
What really sukcs is that I am consciously trying to slow things down with that, not forcing myself to feel one way or the other, and trying to let things come to me in their time....( WE have a mutual therapist friend that has been instilling that into me, he and his Argentine wife)
The two person thing, it's a strange feeling...
I really am doing well most of the time. I would liken it to smiling through the pain....
A very surreal "fake it till you make it" scenario....
Sigh....
I think we BOTH have had some recent difficult days too....
And he works in strange ways indeed...
I'm gonna send you a 'date' on the calender.....
Hopefully things will work out that I can see you, and see that sweet face of yours....