I agree, KML. I only know what I know from the time we were seeing eachother. And I tried to live in the moment. Maybe is really great, maybe he isn't. And I agree, if it's meant to be, it will be. I don't try to hold onto anything so desperately anymore. I'm trusting the universe.
Well, I applied for another job. I mentioned the switcheroo everyone was making between the 2 hospitals. I applied the the supervisor position at my per diem hospital. It's a much bigger hospital so there are a few supervisors. I don't know if anyone over there applied as well.
I do know I am qualified in the sense I do all facets of the job, where as the caremanagers over there do not. A concern of why I wouldn't get it is because I am their strongest per diem player over there who does everything. I hope they don't put that in the equation when they consider me. And a plus is I worked with the new director who encouraged me to come over. SHe even said she does need my help as they have a bigger expectation of her over there than advertised and she is already drowning.
More rejection might stink, but I would regret not trying.
