6 month old baby and upcoming divorce

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Newborn,

It's a process. As you mention a rollercoaster of ups and downs, but the important part is it's trending up over time.

It's also perfectly normal to have those feelings. He's your H and father of your young baby, so it would be unusual not to have some related sadness, jealousy, and anger...etc.

Just keep focusing on your child, your job, and GAL'ing with any free time you do get. The busier and more engaged in other activities you are the less time you'll have to dwell on H.