You seem to be doing well as an LBS. I would recommend you keep on your path of improvement and growth. That will never fail you.
No more MC.
Maybe much much later, but not now. There is no logic in attending MC when only one party wants to reconcile. It takes two to tango. Right now you are one.
Focus on yourself and your kids. Get out of her head and what she is thinking. You don't want to know nor do you need to know what she's thinking.
She's already said she wants distance. So give it to her.
