So ex said something weird the other day when he came by. He said he was interested in being in the baby's life, describing the issue before: "Maybe the problem was us?"
I just stared at him. He's still not fighting for legal nor physical custody but was concerned about the legal custody thing as outlined above (I really do think it's more of "normal men usually have 50% legal custody" appearance as opposed to actually caring). I don't care if someone has been in a bad marriage, usually declaring "I don't want to be a father! I'm resenting the baby!" seems a little bit extreme.
I wish I couldn't see him at all. When I do see him, and we do talk, it's like pre-bomb drop days. He seems really comfortable in my home. He likes hanging out with the baby and myself.
When he's gone, I think about all the awful things he did/said. It's easier to move on. I get glimmers of hope it'll work out when he comes by and it's really not fair. I don't want to start drama before our divorce proceedings 9/12 though. No alimony and full custody for my little guy is ideal.
