Hi again everyone, this is my second post today but the first one hasn't been approved yet. Hopefully this will be approved at the same time. There is a big time difference between where I am and where most of you are, I guess.
I am really struggling with terrible sadness today. Just because we had such a great day yesterday so now I am missing him so badly. I just desperately want to pick up the phone and ask him to please come by so we can talk and decide to fix things. Obviously I'm not going to do that but God, it's so hard.


Me:52 WAH/MLCer:54
T:8 years M:5 years
Kids: None
BD/Move out day: 4/16/22
Emotional affair discovery: 10/01/22