and my most important thought of all here Ginger is this one:

God gave you little G because you above anyone else on this planet are the absolute best person to be her mom. YOU. not me, not anyone else posting here.

Never forget that.

Try to have some time for quiet reflection, meditation, prayer. Get quiet inside. You know what to do. I know you do.

I trust you.

You can do this.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver