I’m sorry to interrupt this dumpster fire, but I’m having a major crisis. I’m going to give the short version right now.

My exes affair has been confirmed.

In the most nightmarishly way possibly.

My daughter. My poor baby. D and her dad came home one night earlier because he “lost his ID” She came to my house at 3pm today and I came home from work at 6:30. She seemed off. We played some cards and she went to take a shower and after she came in my room and she looked like she was crying. I asked her what was wrong . She broke down in hysterics. On the plane she saw her dad messaging his married friend, who is also his W’a best friend. D saw them call eachother baby and send kissy faces and that they miss eachother and can’t wait to see eachother .

My poor baby has been absolutely sick to her stomach. She is terrified. She is terrified that her dad will not love her. She a terrified this is going to change everything . Her biggest fear is that her dad is a bad person . She’s carrying this heavy heavy heavy weight . Shes afraid to be in the same room as the 3 of them. She says she’s always known that her dad cheated on me with his wife.

There is so much to it, but she’s sitting next to me right now. She needs him to know she knows. I am calling my Work emergency’s mental health assistance program tomorrow to get us an appointment ASAP so we can get an appointment and figure out how to do this.

I can’t even articulate how mature and emotionally intelligent what she expressing to me. I have this whole new respect for my daughter.

I could kill Him for his sloppiness. Does he not know how intelligent and observant our daughter is?

I don’t even have the words right now .

For anyone who would love to see their the affair blow when the kids are involved. Well, it’s gods awful. I never could have imagined this would be the way.

She asked me to sleep in her bed with her tonight. she said she feels better since telling me.

We have to figure this out . She wants me to tell him what she knows in person.

God help me. Luckily I’m getting help of a professional.