I'm about to embark on my next journey. I'm flying home after visiting my family with D11 and S8. During my trip, STBXW took most of our savings and locked the rest by requiring dual signatures. My L had ripped into her with a scathing letter, demanding the funds are returned or else court. I won't know the answer until I land. I will need to borrow money to move out since I have access to very little cash. But I planned for this, I already lined up a loan.
The adventure is that she agreed to sign Parenting Plan, so that is my ticket out. My goal is in 30 days to be in my own place with access to my kids. $ and legal issues aside, I farking can't wait.
No matter how this escalates, I don't have fear. Nervous, yeah, a little. Fearful? No. The prize is my life in 2024. My family are more frightened than me.
The more I understand narcassism and her sickness, the more I realise a lot of what I thought was me, wasn't. The power is that she has no more over me, and I have a clarity that I've never had before.
I'll be free, she never will.
The trip was a success. I've bonded with my family in a way that I never did before. It was my choice to do it, and I'm pleased with the outcome. This was because I had no fear to confront the past.
