Yeah, he annoyed me but it didn’t stick. However, last night he sent a message that started with a version of my name that he used to use affectionately, and that set me off. I did not respond and let him know that, but it did spin in my head. I kind of worried that if I pointed it out, he’d realize it got to me. I’m am not his person anymore. Please don’t use those names anymore. Of course, his text was super nice now that he got the funds he was waiting on with the divorce. So predictable…in that regard.
I’m still putting things away and trying to get settled all while I threw my back out and started a training course. So trying to get there…and every little step helps! I’m doing my best to embrace the changes and try to get excited. I did buy some things for the place so that is helping to feel like I’m nesting a bit.
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Me 52, H 56 T10 M7, 2nd MR for both 2 Step Sons (19 and 21) BD: Fall 2020 D finalized: July 2022 XH Married AP soon after D day.
