Thanks R2C! I read that post a while back actually. It gave me a lot of inspiration. I'll do so again.

To be honest, coming here and sharing my story with an extremely pro marriage group has given me a lot of reflection and introspection and peace, even from just this small thread. I really appreciate all of your candidness and honesty. This really hasn't been a good relationship in a long time. I've been really sacrificing my own hopes wants and needs to appease someone who can't even figure out what he wants. I deserve more than that. My son definitely does.